Sunday, January 25, 2009

Goin' with the flow.

A very small handful of people know that I have been interviewing for an incredible job. On Friday night I found out I did not get it. Maybe it was not meant to be? Maybe something else is coming my way? Maybe...just maybe I am supposed to stay where I am right now. I have much to learn from this experience.

A friend of mine said to me yesterday "I can always tell when Jake is with his dad." He said I am just not myself. I am trying. I really am. Trying to be a person, an individual, not just a mom. Having had my first argument with Jake's dad this week...has caused me some stress and concern. I have much to learn from this experience as well.

I joined Weight Watchers (again) yesterday. I'm going to attend the meetings. The new plan isn't rocket science. I'll keep you posted.

I want to thank those of you who still check on me through this post.

Doris

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