When I was young...

...I thought life got easier when we grew up.

Why in God's name was life so difficult when I was young that I would have this impression?

My parents worked full time. Owned a home. Always had at least one truck and one car in the driveway. Did I think this equated to happiness? Easyness? WRONG. Oh to be young again!

I made a mistake tonight that will cause me not to sleep. I got really upset that Jake was not allowed to go on the beach field trip today. Long story short, I'm the one who screwed up. I feel like a fool and I disappointed my son. I broke down crying in the truck and he hugged me and cried too. I think we are both tired.

I will apologize at his daycare again in the morning. But God I feel like an idiot. I need a vacation.