This diagnosis has become all too common. It scares the hell out of me. It scares me because I'm a survivor; it could have killed me. It still could kill me. I'm a survivor. I heard those words. Said to ME. Told to ME. It can happen to any one of us. When I hear of another diagnosis, I feel that person's fear. I am reminded of how it felt.
I just don't understand why we are put through such hell.
I'm sorry - I know this is not a positive entry. It's been on my mind. Had to let it go. Thought writing it down might help.
The weekend was phenomenal. Quality time with Jake, my family and my friend Nora.
Right now I have my windows open enjoying the breeze. The neighbors dog is in the back yard barking. He is a lab and sounds exactly likde Brandi when she barked. My friend Kim's dog ran away a month ago. Casey is a 10 year old yellow lab. She's doing all she can to find him but to no avail. I know she and her family are devastated. Hoping he will come home.
Pat Larney once sent me an email at work prior to his passing. It essentially said "Without the bad things in life, we would not be able to truly appreciate the good things." Sometimes....I just wish there weren't any bad things.
Doris
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