Saturday, May 17, 2008

Countdown...

As I reflect on the past 5 months, I realize I have been through a great deal in a very short period of time. And I think I've handled things better then anticipated. And I guess I can say I'm feeling some pride for that. Admittedly however, my upcoming treatment leads me to feel both excited and anxious. I guess because....since January 17th, I have known what is happening next...what the next step would be...where I was headed. After Tuesdays treatment -- my last treatment -- what's next? I know I will begin hormone therapy, but I don't know what that really consists of and I don't know what is after that or with that or along with that. I will find out on Tuesday when I hit them with questions prior to chemo.

I'm so tired. I look forward to snapping out of this.

Doris

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