Truly blessed.

Today I attended the Somersworth Children's International Festival Craft Festival. Cara and I had a table with Jewels by Park Lane. While the foot traffic was a bit light, I got to see some people I love very very much and I know they love me too.

First I saw Beatrice when I went in for my morning coffee and after that I got to see Aunt Bonnie and Oscar.

Frankly, the love I felt today could keep me warm for years. I am truly blessed to have incredible people in my life who, even if we don't see each other on a regular basis, love me and I love them.

Thank you for the hugs. Thank you for the tears of joy. Thank you for the love and support that even time could not deter.

Doris

R.I.P.

Ann Morrill, a former co-worker of mine passed away yesterday morning. We were notified this morning.

That's it for today.

I'm such a goober!

I corrected my previous post. My NEW email is dorislachance@gmail.com

Yes, another post....

....anxiety is back.
I have chewed my nails to the beds.
I am learning about "Dopamine Deficiency" - it is very interesting. I am going to talk to my doctor about it and schedule the blood test. Who knows.
I am definitely out of sorts. And ya know what? I am SO sick and tired of feeling sick and tired.
Ok - I'm heading to bed.
I do need to figure out how to change my email address for people to comment on my blog. I'll let you know as soon as it is done.
Doris

Scratch that -

My new email address is: dorislachance@gmail.com
My new phone number is: 603-905-9081
My new mailing address is: PO Box 27, Barrington, NH 03825

Thanks,
Doris

Update

All is well on this end. My temporary email is: drocka39@gmail.com
My metrocast account has been shut off.

I'm adapting to the new apartment and Jake loves it here.

I'm seeing my new psychiatrist tomorrow - time to start working on some things.

Thanks for checking in on me.
Doris

Depression.

It sucks.
It is upredictable.
It hits at random times.

So very happy to have Jake back with me for 5 days.
He's having a little trouble falling asleep, but is otherwise doing well.

Doris

Confession time.

I grabbed some groceries tonight before coming home. Then I got here. All by myself. And I binged. Not a minor thing - a full on binge. Major caloric intake. But instead of beating myself up over it, I'm going to try to let today go and move forward. Tomorrow is a new day.

I can't wait to have Jake back here tomorrow night. It will be his first night at the new apartment. Samantha is staying over as well, so it should be a great night.

I am heading to bed early. I am so tired.

Hoping to get the stitches removed on Thursday. I think the healing process has improved.

Thanks for checking in.
Doris

Quick Note

Went to see Sue LaFlamme today at Dr. Marble's office. Was able to have the nipple sutures removed, but not the long incision sutures. I may have over done it a bit with the first stage of packing and moving. Took today off and packed while my mom cleaned. It was a productive day.

Tomorrow morning at 8:30 some of my siblings will be here to move me. Hopefully Sunday will be nice enough to go to the Deerfield Fair for a few hours.

I think that's it for now.

Thanks for checking in!!!
Doris